Continuous Confusion

[jbnati]

Journaling...
It looked last night like my W hasn't even looked at the letter. I may have put it in a bad spot. I'm just going to have to see what happens, I can't put any pressure on her to read it.



Off work today. Going to work on my GAL with my S. Who knows what we'll get into? It's supposed to be decent outside. Golf? Reds? Who knows?

[Brian in Hville]

Keep the focus on you JB..She'll be ready on her time. You are doing the right thing man! Keep it up..

[~ kd ~]

Let go of the letter, JB. When you said your peace to your W in it, that was for you. Like the letter that never gets sent.

If she sees it, she sees it. If she reads it, she reads it. And if she throws it out and never reads it... nothing you can do.

GAL, my friend. Detach...

[~¤DG¤~]

Jb,

As you know I am having a very hard time detaching from my S.
I don't know about you, but I think as hard as it is to detach, it's harder to constantly try to persue and be ignored or rejected.
I figure at this point, no contact is better than negative contact.

[jbnati]

Y'all are right. I keep telling myself to not even think about the letter. Just as soon as I say that, I did notice it's in the drawer of the nightstand. So I'm good now regardless. It's up to her if she wants to respond in any way. I have apologized, forgiven myself, and asked God for forgiveness.
I am spending time with my S today. We played some mini-golf and did the go-carts and had a blast! We're getting ready to fly some RC airplanes.

[jbnati]

I've noticed I have exceeded 100 posts in my thread. I am starting a new thread - "Trying to Love My WAW From a Distance".