It took a long time to for me to see it, but I owe you a huge thank you. Little did you know, you started me on my quest to find me. Although the work is all mine, the shove came from you. I pray one day you find the true you. Test with all your might. You can't change me, you can't break me. My hope is that one day you will see this, but the choice is all yours. How can I ever be able to repay you? Maybe someday you will have the courage to find out.
Love Ya sweetie. This is for you.
Quasimodo. - Lifehouse
you can be right and I'll be real honesty won't be a pain that you'll have to feel cause I don't need your approval to find my worth I'm trapped inside of my own mind afraid to open my eyes cause of what I'd find and I don't want to live like this anymore
there goes my pain there goes my chains did you see them falling because this feeling that has no meaning
there goes the world off of my shoulders there goes the world off of my back there it goes
does it scare you that I can be something different than you would it make you feel more comfortable if I wasn't you can't control me and you can't take away from me who I am
there goes my pain there goes my chains did you see them falling because this feeling that has no meaning
there goes the world off of my shoulders there goes the world off of my back you can't change me you can't break me
there goes the world off of my shoulders there goes the world off of my back
have you ever felt like your only comfort was your cage you're not alone I've felt the same as you have you ever felt like your secrets give you away you're not alone I've been there too cause everyone is looking and everyone is laughing but I think everyone feels the same everybody wants to feel ok everybody wants to everybody wants to feel
there goes my pain there goes my chains did you see them falling because this feeling that has no meaning
there goes the world off of my shoulders there goes the world off of my back cause I don't want it I don't want it you can't change me you can't break me
there goes the world off of my shoulders there goes the world off of my back there it goes
That was very well stated. When my W left, I was down lower than I could imagine. After months of being down on myself, I found the strength to make myself a better person. I realized that this happened because she left. As you said, I went on a quest to find myself. And I like what I've found. Apparently, so did she. She came back to me after 16 months of separation. However, if she didn't come back, I was already prepared for that. Because I loved who I was.
I didn't realize the person I had become during our M. Over time, we develop an arrogance, a feeling of invincibility. unfortunately, in my case, it took my W leaving to humble me. It took a while to get to the acceptance phase. At that point, I did thank my W for pushing me in the right direction. And, although I know there are people on this board who don't agree with me, I found myself admiring my W for having the strength courage to leave something she was not happy with. As much as people like to believe it's easy to do, for the WAS, it may take a tremendous effort.
I will always be thankful for my W. Thankful for the time she has given me, thankful for the push she gave me, thankful for coming back, and thankful for our future together.
Trapt, I pray for you that she will find the courage to find out how you can repay her. And then, she can thank you.
God Bless
PoohBear
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
That song is one of my favorite's...and oh how it does speak volumes...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
