I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

journaling..

Had a fantastic night!! Chatted for hours to a guy friend and couldn't stop laughing, my belly hurts! Ahh friends, what would you do without them.

Its amazing how much my mind is taken off X when I'm in the company of such amazing, funny, interesting people. This is why I am so glad to be moving out to the city. All my friends are there, I'm going to see them more often and talk to them more often, I'll have a guy roommie that I'm sure I'll get along with and I'll be meeting tons of new people when I join groups and take my french classes! I miss talking so much. I love to talk, I love listening to people, hearing their stories, telling my stories. I barely talk at home, so I can't wait. Its going to be so much fun!

Im feeling so giddy right now! Must contain myself and go to sleep soon. Hope everyone has a great night!

[25yearsmlc]

Rock on beepee, and think about a new title to this thread soon too, will ya?

((( hugs )))
j-

[Orich]

So glad to see such a positive post from you, Beepee!

[beepee]

thanks 25 and orich!! im feeling great this morning too! And when this thread locks, i'll have a much better title

journaling..

So since I wasn't feeling good when I took the Trazodone for the past few days, I decided not to take it last night and what a huge different. I dont feel dizzy and nauseous anymore so thats great.

I've got quite a bit to do today, gotta pack up some more items that have just been paid for, head over the bank and take out all the money I have and get a money order for a deposit on the apt. And I am hoping that my copy of the marriage cert and my harddrive come in the mail today like X said.

I'll be in boston all day tomorrow so no time to think about X. And then Saturday is a nice day out with my beautiful ladies at the arnold arboretum of harvard. it looks stunning! can't wait. And then sunday is another day of selling at the market!! And then I have to decide if I want to go to that baby shower right after the market. We'll seeeee. It's gonna be a busy, fun filled weekend!! So excited!

[hopeful_cb]

You sound like your doing really good. Glad you are more positive and looking forward to things. Way to keep busy this weekend, hope you have a good time!

[mishka422]

YEE HAAA!!! You sound wonderful Beeps!

[beepee]

Thanks everyone!! I'm feeling very very good today and its a great feeling!

However, I never received the copy of the marriage cert or harddrive today as X promised. I expected it. So now I have to go to immigration without anything. Hopefully it wont too bad. Im hoping he still sends it though, I really need that harddrive. Ugh, so typical of him.

I'm wondering whether or not should I even email him and ask him if he sent. Either way Im bound to get it as he needs to pick up his stuff too but I just really need it now and I can't rely on him to do anything for me which is so effec up. I just want what belongs to me and he can't even give it to me. punk.

Anyway, its not ruining my day which is good. I'm looking forward to this weekend, going to be so much fun!

[Virtually_Handsome]

(((((beepee)))))

No need to email him... he knows you want it, and he knows what he is doing.

He's just doing more to show that not signing is right, so it might not be such a big deal that you don't have the marriage cert tomorrow.

And you are still sounding up! How cool is that?

[Coach]

Do you have a tax return, bank account or mortgage (anything) with both of your names on it that would show you are married? that might get you in the door with immigration.

[beepee]

Hi Jeff: I won't email him. I'm so tired of his games. I just have to suck it up and deal with it. He knows he's feckin me over and its so not right!! but he's not getting any emails from me anytime soon.

Coach: He took absolutely EVERYTHING, we had a box filled with all the important documents and scanned copies of them on the harddrive. He took the entire box and took the harddrive so I have absolutely no documents at all with both of our names on it. Maybe if I tell them that he took everything, they might understand!