Yes, to some extent. I felt like I couldn't release the poison because he wouldn't allow me to say the things I felt I needed to say. I'm trying to breathe and focus on other things in my life and of course, I'm hoping for a positive response, but I'm not holding my breath. Thanks for not giving up on me, Soleil.
Am I courageous? I feel so weak and sad and sorry for myself. Thanks FMV.
I think you're very courageous. Courage isn't acting WITHOUT fear. Courage is being sad and scared and fearful and yet STILL taking action to make your a life better one. That's real courage.
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.
I am glad to hear you sent it. I think it was weighing down on you having all those thoughts in your head and feeling like you weren't able to say what you wanted to. I figure, you only get one life so why live it with any regrets?
And yes, it took courage to do that. Good for you.
In the past, there were no warnings. Don't take it as something offensive, b/c they are trying to keep the board up to speed. When your thread locks, we know how to look for the new one.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!
