Well. It's been awhile since I posted an update. Not much has changed. I have good days where I am pretty upbeat and don't spend too much time feeling sad. And other days I am very emotional and feel overwhelmed. I think it's to be expected.
I would like some input...I'm open to any suggestions of how to connect more with my spouse when we do interact. I try to validate evey chance I get. I have stopped with the I love you's. I never tell him I'm sad or lonely. I feel like we are just civil. Pleasant, but not warm. Our conversations are mostly logistical and brief convos about our D. What can I do to open the door for more? I'm not looking to jump back to being a couple, but even friends would be nice
Me:30 H:31 D1 T: 7 years M: 3.5 years BD: 12/2014 3 month S starts: 2/2015
