I mean see how it goes for me. I am being unavailable and declining invites from W and not engaging. Upon processing IC I have decided to participate in this weekend with W and family. I don’t know how it will go for me, if I will enjoy it and agree to another one. I intend to have a great time with my kids, socializing in a great community and enjoying adventurous recreation. I am not sure how it will go with W and am trying to detach so it doesn’t really matter to me but I will have to see apnoea that impacts me - I haven’t done it yet.
I can imagine walking away after saying, hey that was a success, I stayed true to myself I focused on family fun and myself and friends and I didn’t block or take responsibility for W enjoying the weekend.
