shoeprincess, let me tell you that it is indeed an honor to make your acquaintance and I'm a little bit better today because you chose to post on my thread. Never EVER feel that you aren't allowed to hijack. You just do whatever you want whenever you want and know that it's okay by me.
BIG HUGE MISTAKE! Next she'll be moving her jello pool over here with her!
Am a little overwhelmed with work right now and feel like all I can do is spin my wheels. It was one thing to have this happen during the upheaval of separation->discovering affair->filing for divorce->moving. Now it's happening when I should be pulling life back together and moving on.
I feel like I need to take things hour by hour and try to work off a detailed check list in order to get stuff done. Otherwise I slide back into self-analysis and I hate that.
As for the papers I'm supposed to write for school ... that blinking cursor is still sitting there in Word. Whenever I try to write my mind just drifts. When I do get something down, it's absolute crap. Maybe I should take another incomplete.
This quarter I have my last seminar on US policy. I'm trying to write a paper from last quarter on modelling social behavior, and I still have to finish another paper on german nationalism that I took as an incomplete due to my sitch.
It seems a little insurmountable right now. Oh well, I'll figure out a way - I always do.
Oh, I can do it. Just can't concentrate very well.
I'm working on a Master's in history/philosophy of science, specifically how science informs public policy. This is all on top of my day job, so just feel overwhelmed sometimes. I'm ready for it all to be over - feel stupid for ever trying to do this in the first place but now I'm too far along to drop out.
