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Actually I thought it was kind of fun. Amusing, made me feel somehow a little powerful. Kind of like I was taking a part of me back. If it doesn't happen again, that is okay. If it does, well, heck why not have a little fun???!!!


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Lolal,
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Actually I thought it was kind of fun. Amusing, made me feel somehow a little powerful. Kind of like I was taking a part of me back. If it doesn't happen again, that is okay.
Yeah...I can see that.
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If it does, well, heck why not have a little fun???!!!
Maybe because there are several potential ways it could become head games (no pun) and/or painful?
Just sayin'.


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I see your point. I really don't expect it to happen again anyway. It just seemed really odd to me that after all this time, we started to talk about this. I think the initial shock has worn off, and I realize it is probably just a fluke.

Did make for an interesting morning tho...


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Lolal,
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I see your point. I really don't expect it to happen again anyway. It just seemed really odd to me that after all this time, we started to talk about this. I think the initial shock has worn off, and I realize it is probably just a fluke.

Did make for an interesting morning tho...
Oh, I'm sure.


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LolaL,
How are you doing?


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Hey guys! Just been insanely busy at work, and since the Tween has decided that my laptop is better than hers, I don't see it very often anymore lol! Not too much going on here, went to Six Flags over the weekend and I have discovered that I can no longer ride roller coasters frown

It sucks getting old!!!

Otherwise, I am doing remarkably well. Pretty much went NC w/ SG, since we are only conversing by email now anyway, I figured if he wants to talk, he can email me. It is a struggle to remember that, my first instinct is to ask him how the move to Ft. Worth is going, but then I remember that honestly, it will put me back in more of a depressive state. And I am tired of being sad.


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the sg got married. to the bitch he left me for.


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When/how did you find out?!


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WTF?????????? WTF???????? WTF??????????


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
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Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!

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What Mish said! I can't believe you had no warning whatsoever!!

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