Why do I care?

[Queen_of_Swords]

I came here because I have two children, both sons. I as a woman cannot teach them how to be men.
I came here because I thought after 26 years of investing so much of myself in a person and our relationship I couldn't treat it like a stock market deal gone bad and absorb the losses.
That said, everyday I ask myself if I want someone in my life that cares so little for me, that they would hurt me so badly, if I want someone in my life that isn't willing to work on what we do have, if I want someone that is afraid of conflict and can just walk away....