So nothing has changed between W and myself. She moved out over a month now. The kids and I are getting along fairly well. Been receiving some help from family and friends with bring us dinner. Very nice gesture and a good reminder for myself to think of others.
I think i have completed detached finally. Do not have the emotional rollercoaster has much anymore and worry about what W is doing. I do still think about our marriage and trying to answer some why questions. Maybe why this has happened doesnt matter now.
I am still dealing with the emotion of anger. Not physical, just mad that this happened. Mad that she did not tell me sooner about her feelings. Mad that the kids have to go through this. I feel like I should not be going through this. I feel like I was a really good husband. Guess not..
I am afraid that I have detached to far. By that I mean, with no sign of improvement or change it feels like there is no hope in reconciling. I just keep telling myself to be patient. Have a good weekend. I am heading to the gym!!
