A machine that means i can turn back time but keep what i've learnt, definitely want that for my Marriage but also think I should memorise a boat load of lottery results.
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
There's a meteor shower tonight. I went out and stood in the cold and wished upon some stars. I prayed, too.
For those of you in warmer climates, you might want to check it out.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
The lottery does give guaranteed results. Spend a couple if quid, have a few days imagining what it would be like to win. Don't win. Realise youre a couple of quid worse off.
Its a money back guarantee to boot
Both mid 30s, 2 young kids BD 7sep14 XW moved on long ago, now living with OM1 D paperwork in progress
Having thoughts today that are stinkin thinkin. WABF must be super happy and why would he ever want to reconcile? Probably doesn't. Ever.
I need to not worry about it either way. Not focus on him.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
I'm 90% certain this move is going to happen. I don't call anything certain 100% until money changes hands and a lease is signed -- next weekend if all goes as planned. I'm both excited and nervous; it's basically a small studio apartment with a tiny bedroom. Enough for one, but tight.
It's good though, because things around here are tense. Familiarity breeds contempt and my family has a talent for blowing up over stupid chit; something as simple as a screen door not catching and blowing in the wind had my grandmother swearing at me like a sailor. Mom says I should "avoid her". Because I guess it's high school in my house. My eyes are rolling.
Managed to get through today by binge watching episodes of TV shows on Netflix all day and snuggling with the kitties. No tears all weekend.
It's a start.
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
Got any netflix recommendations? I'm re watching stuff I've already seen, partially for background noise, partially for distraction. However, I'm ready for something to focus on.
--- And if WABF is happy, that's his life. Right now the focus is on you. New apartment, new opportunities and a new year that's just around the corner, once we get through the holidays.
M:32,H 32 T:10, M5 BD/H Move Out: 9/2014 - extreme anger H Mental Illness Diagnosis: 4/15 Served D Papers: 10/15 Divorced: 11/15
