Little but FIERCE (Little's Thread #4)

[jim0987]

Hi Little, Hopefully your still breathing (preferably slow calming breathes). If i was in New England i'd gladly help but old England is a bit far

That must be really frustrating but I've no doubt you'll figure it out. Look at everything else you've figured out already just to get to this stage

[Vanilla]

Little

I am confused about the truck.

Does your mother own it?

Vanilla

[Little]

Uhaul vs her own truck. Sorry. I'm mad and left details out.

She wanted me to rent a Uhaul which turned out to be much more than I can afford and then sprung on me she wants the same amount for use of her truck.

[jim0987]

Do you need a truck? Do you need it straight away?

If you can stagger the move a bit maybe you can avoid that cost (or get it cheaper)

[Vanilla]

Uhaul vs her own truck. Sorry. I'm mad and left details out.

She wanted me to rent a Uhaul which turned out to be much more than I can afford and then sprung on me she wants the same amount for use of her truck.

This is very odd of your mum. Is there any way you can negotiate? Services for services perhaps?

V

[Little]

Probably not because I went off on her. I don't regret it. If I have to carry crap on my back to the new place, that's what I'll do.

[u-turn]

Little
You will figure this out.
I can be to N.E. in 15 hours
Stay calm, it will all settle and you will see the solution.

[Little]

Accidentally saw a picture of BF with OW and a metric ton of friends in their new house, fixing things up for them to move in.

Rollercoaster is going down. This was such a shitty day.

[jim0987]

which means tomorrow will be better because roller coasters do that

besides whenever i've had friends help with moving or decoratign theyve always broken something

[Little]

Ended up renting a Uhaul after all. Ironed things out with mom. Not to my satisfaction but I don't have the energy for anything other than being a "yes man" in order to get through this move.

Once I'm safely on the other side of this week, in my new apartment, and things are set up to my liking and I can BREATHE again, I can focus on more healing and peace.

I'm trying like hell to remember that as crappy as my situation is, there's always someone who's got it worse off than I do and all my blessings make me an incredibly rich person. I have my health, an incredible job, reliable transportation, and the freedom ahead of me to make my life whatever I want it to be.

Thanks be to God for everything I have and am forgetting as my misery makes me selfish and forgetful. :P