Part 15 - a blue edz rising

[Ggrass]

That sounded nice, edzs.

Sounds like things are working for you, I would try to put off r talk give more time for change. On her part not yours.

[edz]

Hi gg

Well w made it clear she wants to talk to me so I'm not pushing at her. I'll just keep on with warm contact friendly invites for her to spend time with s and I when I have him but with no pressure if she doesn't want to or can't come along.

Other than that I'll keep on keeping on and see where I end up. Still on my own 7 months on but s and I are doing really well I'm fitter lighter look better and w is at least noticing not just the physical surface stuff but that I have and want to continue changing for the better.

The rest, who knows?

[gan]

Evening/morning, Edz and Gg. If you have some time, please head over and offer some support for Old Dog. I think he could use some.

[edz]

I popped by gan

[Sotto]

I'll pop over and see OD too in a sec. Edz, I re-read the chapter in DR on goals (ch.3) which is useful when looking at progress in your sitch....you might find it useful to revisit that one....

Hope you're having a good day....and not too forward with the W when you see her next - no expectations and chilled Edz....wearing a nice jewel colour and cologne of course..

:-)

[edz]

Hi toots

Chilled mmmm busy mm hmm all the housework thats built up before s comes tonight just back from the ever present tescos!

Nah fine today. Only texts with w have been what time s is coming/is he eating here stuff no issues (yet) today. Stomach was a bit off but thats probably msg in the chinese! Realised with one thing and another my food yesterday was about 890kcal so no wonder my stomachs grumbling!

[Dawn70]

Keep on keepin' on edz. I haven't been posting much lately, but I am here and keeping up with you. Cheesecake coming soon to celebrate my new house.

[edz]

Yum happy housewarming dawn!

[gan]

Thanks, Edz and Toots for popping over to OD. I figured this was a high traffic thread so the UK clan would likely pick it up.

Sigh. I'm now in the 9 month club. It's not very fun in this club even if I did get my vest/gilet. Keep truckin' Edz. All will be revealed in due course.

[edz]

Well s is settling in upstairs w commented my curry smelled nice (was cooking when she got here) invited her to stay but fil is apparently doing repairs today and she needs to clean up.

Looking through various magazine articles we got talking about resteraunts and w is not averse to going to dinner one night. Haven't pushed on this just said ok let me know if and when youre free and I'll arrange everything (child cover etc) seems a positive direction - we'll see.

Anyhoo settling in for the night now. W is at hairdresser in the morning and having dinner with her two friends from work tomorrow night (she told s same thing, well described them from a garden party she took him to) so s will be here doing his work projects while I wfh tomorrow until about 7 tomorrow night.

I suppose I could have suspicions but really not sure what they'd do to help so just keeping on again. Things seem positive (ish) so not building expectations and just keeping my impatience under control are the challenges for now.

For this evening reasonably chilled anyway.