The last 3 years has been a personal hell living in a constant state of uncertainty. For 2 and a half my W stood by me as I thought we could navigate our lives through it and the move onward and upward. Sadly she elected to pull the eject button.
I have made gigantic strides the last 6 months in becoming a better man, father, person....and husband. I’ve been able to overcome and learn to control my anxiety and depression. I’ve lost 80lbs and established healthy eating habits, gained my self confidence and respect back, have learned to be outcome independent and self reliant. Today literally feels as it’s the first true day of my new life...
I haven’t informed WAW of the news of my case. I will let that come from her counsel. I don’t know what the future may hold with my relationship with w....or if I would even entertain R. All I know is that I now have full control over my life, and DB has been instrumental in getting me to a point where I am centered and know I can face whatever life throws at me. I do believe that I need to allow D to be complete....and fully free W to get thru her journey on her own terms. I will continue to up my efforts in DB’ing.
I will continue to post my journey here and make a better effort to post on others sitch.
