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[Rockon]

I like the steakhouse.

[DnJ]

Mmmm, steak.

I cooked up a fantastic steak dinner last night. Oh, soooo good.

[Rockon]

I also did this week. My sons raved - and I luxuriated.

[MA1970]

Hi Rock, I've been off forum for a while but it is joyous to pop on tonight and read how well you sound. The content of your last few pages on here feel really different than the messages earlier this year / last year. It sounds like you're detaching, getting your life back & re-finding you. Hopefully it feels as good as it sounds. Hi 👋

[Rockon]

Thank you MA it’s great to hear from you.

As it turns out, yes I am doing very well, while also just recently navigating some intensity from W. She has let me know she is really not doing well over these last couple weeks. I have continued on my path while supporting our kids to connect with her to the degree that they are able to/want to.

Tomorrow I head back into the mountains with my youngest 2.

[Rockon]

I am taking time for quiet reflection in the still of the early morning here in the mountains with youngest 2 again. A place I love to be either just on my own, with friends or with my kids and community. We have been having all kinds of winter weather this early season so far. Heavy snowfall. High winds. Heavy rainfall. Yesterday for awhile we were inside a vigorously shaken snow globe - snowflakes the size of a child’s hand dancing in every direction to one of grok’s musical selections. In the lead up to this winter, youngest daughter made it clear to me that this is her favorite thing to do with me.

We go out and play in the winter wonder and enjoy the cozy warm cabin, each other, movies, singing, conversation, games and delicious food and drink.

Youngest D’s BF took me to breakfast this week and asked for my blessing to marry my D. He will propose soon upon our return into town. This is wonderful and joyous and I am so thrilled. D has been bonding in a special way over this time with him, and also with her loved and cherished family and close friends. She is ready and loves him.

I respect BF’s maturity and integrity and love for my daughter and I am unreservedly giving my blessing.

[DnJ]

Congratulations!

Wonderful news!

A blessed holiday season to you and your’s Rock.

[grok]

Yesterday for awhile we were inside a vigorously shaken snow globe - snowflakes the size of a child’s hand dancing in every direction to one of grok’s musical selections.

Although I shouldn't be, I'm always a little surprised and touched ... that people are reading my story and listening to the music. After all, what did I do when I landed here? ... read the threads of those posting at the time ... including yours Rock. Thanks, for writing your story and for tuning in to mine.

She is ready and loves him.

I respect BF’s maturity and integrity and love for my daughter and I am unreservedly giving my blessing.

A blessed event! Here is one for the two of them. A little country type grooving...

Be alive - Henrik

I was just young and reckless
Walkin' with no direction
'Til you changed my perspective
In search for somethin' better
I wandered through the desert
You were my buried treasure

And on that day my whole world changed

When I looked into your eyes
It was right then I realized
This is how it feels to be alive (Be alive)

No clue where I was goin'
You set this heart in motion (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh)
You were the lyric missin'
But now you got mе singin' (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh)

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